I'm an alien

And I tell myself to keep holding on.

9:49 AM CERITA CINTA ANAK REMAJA
MENGGAULI KIDUNG KASIH

I'm godamn fucked tired
I'm so worn out
Dried to my wits end
I need time for myself
PE NOWWW
I hope it shall make me HIGH :D

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PE didn't help either
And gawd, I'm still so sleepy now
And since, it's such a cold,cold afternoon
And the serene ambience :D
I shall blog moreeeeeeeee

I guess, the recent quater of the year didn't actually help
In fact, it made the whole thing worse
Sayang,I know I shouldn't be adressing you as this,but I'm too used to it
Even though I know how little my significance is to you,
Even though you, have long gotten over it, well,at least I think so
I still,I still,I still
Can't get over everything
I feel all so inferior
So afraid, so afraid I might just let it all out
And lose you, even as my friend now
You, you, I just love you the way you are
And I love you,
Because you're just YOU
That you I knew at the first moment we met
The way you joked, the way you laughed,
And how much your arm hurts
And how you rant about having to leave halfway through the last day
And about how screwed you appear
It's just, all about US

And even though I know you don't give a damn
I just want you to know,
I care, and I love you, I still love you
But the thing is that, I miss having you around
Miss having someone to talk to in the middle of the night
And, I miss my pillar of strength
Miss having someone putting the head on my shoulder
And miss putting my head unto yours
Even though I disliked it,
It was,the littlest thing that made you and me

Now that you're gone
I don't have much to say anymore
Because all I want now is you to return me
The love we shared

And if you happen to read this sayang
Call me up , I want to hear your voice

I miss you,and it's hurting more and more

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EH! My phone's left in school
AIYAHHHHHHHHH D;
And you know what?
I think I saw _______ just now
THE BACK VIEW
I still wonder how I managed to recognise the BACK view
And, Hannah said she saw me in the train
I SAW YOU TOO :D
I thought you didn't see me
But that's not the point
THE POINT IS THAT:
She thought I am not straight
WHATTHEHELL -____-"
Eh please lar Hannah; you know me so long already
AND SHE SAID I LOOKED OLD MATURED
Cos I tied French plaids on my hair MYSELF
:D
And oh yeah,drama

Dear Teacher,
I hate flirtatious teachers okayy
So keep your words to yourself
THANK YOU

And so our group got chosen for the performance
like !#$%^&*
URGH

But I dally when Fortune calls me to my tasks. Show me the caskets that I may choose and sup my fill with thee. Now here is gold, what many men desire. I will not choose what many men desire, because I will not jump with common spirits. Who cooseth me shall get as much as he deserves,says silver, and deserving much, so do I choose. What's here? The potrait of a blinking idiot! With one's fool head I come to woo, but I go away with two. Sweet, adieu.

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HELLLLLLLOOOOOO :D
Ethel here!
See Cia, I'm smart enough to HACK into your account
You want to know why?
BECAUSE I'M HOT,and I'm Hannah's, the *EHEM* genius, sister
Just admit it ok Love,Ethel's hot and you can't deny it
And ohhhh, I viewed other things using your account too :DDD
But it won't bring danger to you Love
Jsut maybe, a little EMBARRASEMENT?
HOHOHO!
You can shoot me on Saturday
Because you have a reason to
But if I promise to to gym with you again
WOULD YOU SHOOT ME?
Bet NOT.
Ok enough of crap Ethel.
BYE CIA!
Vividewi Ethel Ratnasari

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EHEH! Eh Cia!
Eh,I didn't give your credentials to my sister.
I wasn't even supposed to in the first place
But I don't know how she hacked into your account at last
But you don't really mind, do you?
I'm very sorry about the trouble my DEAREST ELDER SISTER HAD JUST CREATED
Sorry!
And oh,I love you to bits too!
<3 Hannah Purmana